January 2012
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[Misery?] -- something fairly old
Misery loves company
I was yours for the taking
Drink me up…
Come and get more
You know I would never tell you to stop unless I’d had too much
I fell for the addict, the junkie in disguise of an actor
You had many faces
When you weren’t careful
You let me see them all
You were careless with your excuses
The consistent absentee of questioning
The hot topic of the...
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Everything matters...
Up late listening to you sleep
Connecting all the dots we can through the distance
Kissing computer screens & digitally romancing one another with our keyboards
The familiarity with one another makes us stronger
The love intensifies & is daily measured… Higher and higher is the bar raised
No one compares to you
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Sitting in Silence :)
I’ve been sitting in silence for a few days to gather myself and some old work. It’s coming during day light hours. To hold you over… This weekend I celebrated my anniversary with my babe. It’s been tremendous so far & I’m extremely blessed. I can’t wait until she comes home this week. I hope that I can generate an even better following in days to come and...
“…I should have stopped when I felt myself losing my mind…”
– A Quote from *Blindsided Love*
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I Want You • 1 - 19 - 12 •
They say you can’t miss what you’ve never had
And yet I can’t sleep without you
Yet we’ve never slept in bed together
I think of you constantly…
I lay on the opposite side of the bed waiting for you to come home…
Yet we’ve never lived together
I’m in the midst of missing you to an extent I’ve never felt
Even with the faux romances
I...
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1/19/12
Thinking in depth about how your body must feel…
How high your moans will send me floating…
Imagining your skin all over mine…
Me breathing you in and you losing control…
Your breast on mine and how great it will feel to have your nails clawing into my back as I taste every inch of you…
Swim in your sea & make you rise with me…
I can’t wait for...
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Feminist Sexuality: What is Feminist Sexuality? →
feministsexuality:
I can probably guess that most of you feminists out there have read the book Full Frontal Feminism by Jessica Valenti. It’s an amazing book full of ways to get your inner feminist out!
Not too far into the book she states that feminists have better sex. Well since reading this book when I…
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[Untilted - Something from 2010]
I can’t think with you in my thoughts
Actively guiding my pen to rid self from an obsession
This is only an intricately laced interest and yet it feels close to “like”
Like “like-like”, what we as kids used to say when we’d grown an affection for one another that hadn’t yet reached love
Too soon to anticipate a future
And yet ahead of myself my mind...
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Polaroids & Prints
I used to tell you that your eyes were beautiful
It was never about the color or hue
Or the way it is offset by the sun
But it’s texture
They say more about you than your mouth or pen to pad would ever reveal
They communicate secrets every-time you blink, stare and look down
I know you never understood
Never imagined what I could have meant
And yet still even in your photographs ...
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“Your aggressiveness is a flame I can’t fathom living without
You inspire...”
– An excerpt of something I wrote last month.
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Thank You
Thank you for the positive feedback so far. I was a little unsure about putting some of this work out but I’m thrilled at the warm reception. I’ll be putting up some older work tomorrow. I appreciate all of the new follows and I have returned them. I will also be reaching out to more people.
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My Hero
Sunrise in my sight
I realize that this is what loving you feels like
You came just in time…
I said I wanted to be your hero but you are mine.
You rescued me…
Although I’m still damaged
I thank you for having patience with me
I love all of you..
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(69, not quite)
Wrapped 69 different ways in my head
Your legs this way
Arms another
Head cocked
And tongue ready to plow
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Drugs & Your Habit
The drugfree & the druggie
Match made in heaven
Or
A match made when the devil birthed destruction
We have a 50/50 chance of rising to the top
Which path can/will we choose
Will I sink with you?
Or will you thread water to the top and save yourself?
You can’t see past trivial matters
And rarely see the bigger picture
Is it drugs that keep you there
Are your excuses keeping...
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...something written about rekindled love...
We are working on the depths of infinity, whether it’s ideal for others, who knows but I know & believe in loving forever…
(not a poem, more like a thought process or statement)
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Watching Me, I Feel It
My bedroom is tainted, with the stench of you
No matter how many times I clean it or how long I leave my window open…
I can smell you
Imprinted in my room like a parasite
All over my walls, watching me…
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Venus & I : Where it All Began
Clinched thighs are my passive way of revealing thoughts of me straddling you and us growing as mountains rise
Felt you staring at me while I was asleep
And yet I refused to open my eyes
I’m comforted by your presence
Even if I never howl at your glory or applaud your excellence
Venus I love you
And yet I despise you
You open me up
Devour my insides
And abandon me when...
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The Release
I might just want to ease my way into the corridors of your soul
Slide my fingers in your hair while every stroke plunges to the core
Exhaust my voice in your ear…
“When infatuation wears off… That’s when the real love begins”
– I can’t recall who said it, but it is ever so true.
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The Kill
I should have stopped when I felt myself losing my mind
I just couldn’t let go
You were the poison I clung to
I don’t blame you…
I blame myself & you were my lowest low
I had to save myself
I was drowning in my own tears
Tried to make sense of your fickle ways
Nothing was ever consistent
Every move was questionable
Even the look in your eyes sent me...
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Awaken
I can’t wait to wake up
To hear from you
Your voice sets my soul on fire
I’m turned on by just your salutations
You court me elegantly…
I don’t have to question your whereabouts
You inform me
I don’t need a drug to be buzzed by the essence that is you
Your aggressiveness is a flame I can’t fathom living without
You inspire me to be stronger than I am...
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The Dreaded First Entry
So it’s official. I’ve finally gotten around to making a blog account that I can truly express myself on. Femme Amante is the title of this particular blog site because it means female lover or lover of women. It’s a sense of empowerment and embodies quite a bit.
This blog will include original poetry, short stories and some photography but the photography won’t...